Writing Wednesday! | Poetry

Hey guys! I got some homemade poetry for you today. It’ll just be this post because I am SUPER behind on blog work. I love you and have fun!! btw these poems are kinda sad. I wrote them with certain people in mind and I wasn’t in a good headspace. They’re really short but whatever.

Reversed

Revered is one letter different that reversed. Reversed is to change two or more things to be opposite. Revered is to be deeply devoted to something. How can you revere someone you love when all you is the reverse?

Devoted

Devotion is a desire. If you aren’t devoted, how can you overcome the pains besides you?

Abyss

Falling into an abyss full of glass and mirrors.I touch the glass as a mirror closes me indie it. My friends float off elsewhere, leaving me. Inside the mirror, I see familiar faces, yet I can’t see them. It becomes clear to me now.I am the abyss of pain. I am unhurt because I am broken. Broken by the walls that I trapped around me.

A Lonely Friend

Pain is a pain. It hurts everyone. We strive for the best, but the outcome looks uninspiring. We desire to achieve the best for ourselves, yet we are broken people. We are told to overcome that pain and dissolute sorrow. The pain is comforting though. You can call it a friend. But who would want a pain as a friend?

Hidden

Hidden under my skin that no one claims. Hidden under a personality that others love. Hidden under a life I want better. Hidden under my thoughts no one sees.

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Writing Wednesday!

Welcome to the first writing Wednesday, guys! I know how many of you love how I write, so I dedicated a full (post) day to you guys! Every Wednesday, I will be writing, giving tips or tricks, or anything you guys request!

Since today is the first post of it, I will be writing a couple of short stories, and some poetry for you guys. They should be coming out throughout the day. I hope you guys enjoy them!

Now, this is the area where I would be giving you guys some tips on writing, whether they’d be ‘how do I write this one thing sned hlep’ or ‘hey you suck’ I WILL ENDURE IT ALL FOR YOU. So, send in some questions or ideas on short stories!

I’d better go, then.

Have fun!

Peace!

Struggles and Strengths #1

Hey, guys! I would love to introduce you to…

Different Content!!

Now, I’m still doing my Life Adventures and my writing, but I want to do something else…

I want to share with everyone the struggles and strengths of different things. Like this one. This one’s about blogging! Everyone has different S&S, so I’m only going to talk about popular ones, and my own.

So, let’s get on with it!!

Struggles

Some struggles I deal with is pumping out content for you guys. I’m a full-time student with a part-time job with full-time life issues. Sometimes, I’m really not in the mood to rush a post that I need some time writing about.

Another one is the goddamn stats. I WANT to be a full-time blogger. Yes, I want to make money off my posts, but I enjoy what I’m doing while I’m doing it. I don’t want to work a job I despise going to. I want to be with you guys 🙂

And the final issue for me is coming out of the blogging closet. Only my boyfriend, some of my close friends, my parents, and my sister know about my blog. I desperately want to tell others, but I’m terrified of my past. In the beginning of my blog, I ranted about people I didn’t like. Well, almost a year ago, those people found the posts. I don’t want them to tell people what I did in the past because they’re holding a dead grudge.

Strengths

Onto the strengths!

One HUUUGE strength of mine is opening up to people. I am one of those people who cry when they say someone is irritating them. Since I have started blogging, I have been a lot happier. I have just started to talk about my feelings more with my boyfriend, and it feels good to get built up anger off my chest and shoulders. Bottling up your feelings is unhealthy.

Another big strength is my self-confidence/esteem. I feel a lot better about how I am around people. Since I started blogging, my self- image, esteem, confidence, and worth have ALL gone up because I feel more comfortable here. It’s as if I were made to create this blog. I’ve always been a bubbly, funny person. I guess I was kind of made for this 🙂

Well, that’s really all I can think of right now, personally. If you want to tell me yours, write a comment below!

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Peace out

Gold

As I sit down to write this, I think What could go wrong?

There isn’t a reason why I’m writing this, I just am.

Yet, I feel there is something hidden, deep down.

Deep enough for me to realize that

it’s still there.

That built up hatred is here.

I take a deep breath and sigh.

My fingers are moving furiously,

enough to the point where I exclaim

“Goddamn, this Pokemon gym is hard.”

Is DIY My New Thing?|Life Adventures

So, lately, I’ve been thinking about selling something or having a giveaway for these types of things (that  I want to make). I don’t want to say what it is just yet, but soon. I have ideas that are flowing through my brain and I am feeling it.giphy1

The writing on the blog has been going pretty well on my end, so that’s cool. I want to make what I’m currently writing a longer series of shorter posts, like what is going up now. It keeps me motivated to write more and keeps me entertained while reading them. What do you guys think of it?

Lately, I’ve been watching a lot more anime than I usually do and I’m living for it One that I recommend it Yamada-Kun and the Seven Witches

73700 It’s short, funny, and it has a great plot.

Other than that, I hope you guys have a good day/evening/night! (It’s 11:46pm for me. I began to work on this at like 5)

Peace Out

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Why DIY’s Are Hard

I’m a fairly somewhat good of a crafty person. I’m good at somethings, like crocheting and sewing, sculpture. When I was younger, I made dollhouses out of cardboard boxes with my sister, and I still want to do that. It’s a lot of fun, but it takes hard work and time. Sometimes, I want to make things with anything I can find, but I can’t think of anything to make.

DIY is hard to do because I can’t think of anything to craft. I’m probably not the only person in the world who feels like this, but there aren’t that many people out there like this.

Really the only thing I’m good at making is writing and I’m only a third of good I want to be. For me, I like to create things on paper, with paper, or of paper. So, like writing, scrapbooking, and origami.

I don’t even know, anymore.  Odds are I have an overload of creativity but I just don’t know where to put it.

-Toodles

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Life Adventures!! (I lost count after 2)

Hey! How’s everyone been? I really haven’t talked to any of my blogger friends for a while and I feel really bad :c I’m really sorry. I’ve just been so busy with school and work and my new baby.

Okay, so she’s not a real baby. She’s a 4-month-old ferret. Her name’s Bean. Currently, she’s a handful because she wants to play every other second of the day, but other than that, she’s been pretty chill.

I also got a new phone, but the service hasn’t changed, so I have to call and text from my ‘old’ phone. Which is dumb. I spent all of yesterday trying to figure it out, which was really stressful. stressful to the point of me crying before going to work. But, I called tech and they’re trying to figure it out right now.

I want to take the blog in a different direction. I know I’ve said this a lot, but it’s true. I like to write for you guys, but not everyone enjoys reading all the time. So, I might throw in some fashion or DIY or maybe healthcare stuff. Still unsure. I’ll let you know, though! lol oh god im a mess with empty promises

What’s new with you?

-Toodles

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My Murder Mystery Party

My Murder Mystery Party

I told you guys I would post on my friend’s party! I didn’t take as many pictures as I wanted to, but I’ll still tell you guys the story of the night… (I’ll be using the names people used last night)

As soon as everyone got to her house, Rose told everyone house/game rules, and then everyone introduced themselves. I’ll be going in order of the introductions.

Lita Winter began first. She was a time traveler from the year 2000 coming to the Victorian party with her dog, Shnazzleberry.

Gregory Jones was next. He was a businessman from New York. He sold the business.

Next would be Captain Derry. He was a pirate (That’s all I remember from their bio)

After Captain, Adrian the Businessman told us about his deal with Gregory.

Anim the orphan was next.

Then, a spooky with named Madame told us about herself.

After that, Lita’s dog told their story of being a sadistic killer for food.

The detective Steven then told us about himself.

Lastly, the Seer, Chloe told us our fortunes.

I was Lita Winters. A time traveler from 2000 with my pet dog. We were determined to find the killer.

Well, the FIRST game didn’t go as planned. It was doing well until we started playing Salem. Turns out Steven the detective was the killer. The next game got VERY intense.

When it comes to playing Salem, I get very fired up. I’m not a sore loser, I’m just angry when sore winners win. So, when they won, I was fired up. I had known who it was since the beginning of the second game. It was Anim and Shnazzleberry. It was just obvious to me. Steven had figured it out pretty quick too. But we all got so tired and we were just stressed out that we ended it. In the end, it was an okay night. I was just stressed for most of it lol.

It was a 6.3/10 lol

-Toodles

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One Year Blogiversary!

I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who has stuck with me throughout this long process of me figuring out my thoughts on life. My very first couple posts were me complaining about a lot of things.

Now, if you compare me to when I stared this, I’ve changed a lot. I have a job, my friends feel real, again, and I’ve matured to the point where I don’t need to complain about every other thing that’s going on.

I just wanted to thank you all for everything than you guy’s have done, even if you haven’t done anything. 🙂

SO, what I plan to do about the incoming month, might have to wait a little bit.

I might have to push back the start of Caitlynne (my channel). The camera I want is a little spendy and I haven’t really done any saving for it lol.

-Caitlynne